It is becoming exceedingly difficult to get out of the bed on a daily basis. The scale is at an all time high. Black leggings and graphic t-shirts hide the weight. Desperately begging for male attention. Unsure how to spend my time when I do have the energy to be productive. The list of to dos is growing consistently and continues to be undone.

I feel numb. Despair. Lonely. Hurt.

Unhappy.

DDC

Lesson: I feel unhappy.

Question: What now?